Today

I woke up today feeling much more at peace with what is going on. The pain is much more tolerable today, and I can't remember for sure all the details, but I think I had a dream last night where someone held me and comforted me, and told me that everything will be ok.

As in, the baby is gone, and there is nothing that I can do about it. But I will be ok in the long term sense.

It feels as though someone took the worry from me, and now I can just see it all for what it is, and that it may never happen again.

The baby is gone, I can't do anything about it. But it was just a fluke thing. The odds are in our favor that it will never happen again.

I am still going to ask to see if I have a tilted uterus on Monday, because from what I read sometimes if your uterus is tilted, they can't find the baby easily on ultrasound. But I have a feeling that is not the case.

We are thinking of naming the baby Teagan, which means "beautiful".