We went to the doctor today for the repeat ultrasound. At least now we know what I already suspected. The baby is officially gone. There was no change from last weeks ultrasound. At least I feel like I can have the D&C tomorrow without any sort of worry that maybe they were wrong.
Now I am just struggling with the idea of having surgery tomorrow. I am so scared. I am so worried that I won't make it through, or something horrific will happen and I won't wake up. Tonight I am just spending time with my family, enjoying every moment, soaking it all in.
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