My Counseling Appointment today

It went well this morning. I didn't know how it would go, and how I would feel but after talking with her, I feel much better.

She basically told me that I am feeling the normal emotions after experiencing a loss, and that I really need to give myself more time to grieve and feel my emotions. She said when you look at it, I found out that things were not ok a little over a week ago, and then only definitively found out for sure on Monday. Then I had the D&C on Tuesday, so it's really only been about 3 days to process all the info, and the physical and emotional aspect of it all.

She also told me that I am mentally very healthy and enlightened, which made me feel better. It's hard not to think you might be going off the deep end when you are having so many emotions going through your mind.

I will write more later, Sean got poked in the eye by Ryan and needs to go to the emergency room. When it rains, it sure does pour.